why, are you leaving?

Part3
A whole week she spend in the hospital, while she was receiving many visitor from sister, brothers, and friends. She could hardly walk, or talk, she was asking to go home, spend her time with her true family. While my father and brothers, we spend our time doing the cleaning, and watching, and paying the bill to have a roof over us.But when it come night, non of us couldn't sleep, for worrying on what time our mother would die. Thing was changing when my dad was planing to get a new maid, cause when a 20year old, could do the work complete, she just came at 7 to make breakfast, to some little cleaning, by 10am she leave, and seriously that wasn't what we were paying her. Having 2 child, she couldn't have her mind on work, but more focus on her child. So she was replace, someone who could stay more and make us diner, and to the complete cleaning. So the house, was clean as ever before. But later we received news that mom was in the condition to be home, but still she need it medical attention, so we hire a nurse to always keep an eye on her need, and bring some medical equipment. Every day aunt's and friends came to visit, from moving her in the wheelchair, changing the clothes, calming her by talking, we soon follow doing our part, but when we see her, it wasn't the same , cause of the tube she have it wasn't her, it wasn't the mother we know. It felt like a graveyard, she was lying in a coffin, always staring up, coughing every time, and not moving. My little brother was suffering more, then my dad. the nurse stay the whole night attending her, for anything, but now she was starting to feel eel. cause on the 4day she was starting to suffered with so much pain in her body, that it was impossible for her to move, she was like a turtle, slow but willing, it was getting worse for everybody, at night she was screaming, and there was nothing that we could do about it. Accept given her some painkillers to her serum, was enough to calm her down. Lately in my bed i was started to hear , that they were planing to have some dose of sedative, that we relaxer completely, even to silent her forever. That's when everything when to hell, cause really i didn't wanted see her suffer no more, but i don't wanna killer her too. So my father and us have a discussion that seriously made some sense, He said"Look right now, she isn't' with us anymore she can't walk or talk, she laying there waiting for dead, i mean look there's nothing that we can do about it" in just like that i couldn't think on anything. In life sometime prove to us there always alternatives, but when it come to something like this, we need it more than just medication. So the nurse suggest us, take her to the hospital, and let them care for her. We were running out of our finances, cause of the many bill that was pulling us, that didn't afford for more care. So thank to her insurance, they took her in. So we call a ambulance, they went to her room, and with a stretcher they put her in the van while my father and my little brother ride along. That was it , now i when today to see her and the doctor told that her condition was critical, and she was in a coma, that she can hardly listen, the thing that made my day a little worse, when i ask him how long she got to live? And the answer was minimum day, god dammit. So i when to her in her bed, her face turn to right, a couple tube going to her nose, and another inject to her chest. And i said, Why to i have to fight for a dream, and i blame her for it, and told she was the only one that was interested in my story's, she was always there, to make feel better like a bash of raising brand. I kiss her on her forehead then i left. Coming out, most of the family were there sited, waiting for their turn to see her. So is a matter of time when a new chapter begging. But one thing i tell the house will never be the same, with out her nagging all about it.